Happy Valentine’s Day

What is love, anyway?

Know Love

Artist Amber Lea @ dearyoutattoo

According to the calendar, ‘tis the season of love. For many of us, February conjures up sentimental memories of those little boxes of heart-shaped candies printed with strange sayings, white paper doilies, and shoeboxes stuffed with Peanuts Valentine cards. This year, my memories also include a not-so-nostalgic reminder that two years ago on February 1, I moved out of the home I shared with my ex-husband and into a tiny little bungalow with a new main man—my standard poodle, Oscar.

I don’t think there’s a Hallmark card for that.

Maybe because Valentine’s Day is around the corner, or maybe because of the painful reminder of a failed romance, but lately, I’ve been doing a lot of ruminating about love.

What is love anyway?

As I approach the two-year anniversary of my divorce, it makes me wonder, do we put too much pressure and importance on the thought of love, and does this thinking limit us from experiencing true love? Just this past week as I taught a yoga class, one of the students commented, “I’d be better off if I didn’t have a brain,” as she tried a balancing posture. I think what she was so poignantly saying was that her thoughts were getting in the way of her half moon. Of course, we need our brains. But the thinking they do can cause all kinds of problems.

The narrative our brains may have about love is not necessarily true or helpful. We expect it to be pleasant, fulfilling and even mystical, but often love is harrowing. To truly love someone or something leaves you vulnerable to that very loss, yet loss is an unavoidable part of life. It is inevitable that sometimes the people and things we love and the things we lose will be the same.

Love is a never-ending flow of emotions we can get to know through meditation.

When we sit in quiet and give our minds permission to still, we can listen to our hearts and experience our feelings as they are —good, bad and ugly. Sitting with our thoughts creates space for us to know the pain of our past and its extinguished possibilities, while revealing the hope of unknown love that allows us to move forward. Meditation teaches us that no matter how joyous or painful, whatever our hearts are experiencing, it is love.

Believing in love means being courageous enough to stop thinking and to open up to everything that we feel, no matter how happy or sad. It means listening to the beating of our own heart.

Give yourself the best Valentine of all; take the time to sit, listen and feel, for that is love.

Published by Elephant Journal as What is Love Anyway?

 

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